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What am I thinking just about right now? As a prologue to this self-proclaimed novel, let me first describe this wondrous night of 28th where November is just about to lose its glorious turn in this year of the sheep. Well, the noises were really evident with entertaining voices that were overlapping in a series of changing channels; the night has been splashing icey rains since the weather station announced to has been monitoring a possible typhoon; the smell of freshly brewed coffee that was left intact under my nostrils as I was drinking it earlier before I got home; the frenzied emotion I have feeling as I finally kiss my bed goodnight after that long and tiring battle for eternal city traffic. So imagine how it was entirely engaging (or probably not) to put my thoughts into a thousand repeated letters which I can call my blog. And yeah that was one hell of an introduction! As I am clinging with the literal scenarios of my daily life, I have come to unde...

..SA NAKARAAN      Magkabila ang ginagalawan nating mundo. Ni-hindi tayo magtagpo kahit sa boundary lang. May instances naman na magkatalikuran na tayo hindi pa natin alam. Nakangiti ka habang ako naghahanap. Eh ano nga ba ‘yung hinahanap ko? Hindi din ako aware kung ano ba talaga kaya ayun umalis na lang ako. Hindi ako lumingon sa kinalalagyan mo pero alam ko nakangiti ka pa rin. Ang sarap siguro sa feeling kung ang ngiti mong ‘yun ay para sakin. Wala lang naisip ko lang, kahit hindi kita kilala at hindi mo din ako kilala.      Hindi ko alam kung ‘san patungo ‘tong kwento ko. Ang alam ko lang ay nai-imagine ko ‘yung mukha mo kaya ako nagsusulat. Pero hindi talaga kita kilala. Hindi talaga. Ewan ko ba. Para akong praning kaka-type ng mga letra. Eh bawat letra naman ay parang sumisimbolo sa pangalan mo. Pero hindi ko alam ang name mo. Hindi talaga.      Gusto kong tanungin ‘yung pangalan mo para may rason nama...

Always alone in a sea of people, Seeing them giggling together with their loved ones. While me,pretending to have my own world, is stuck with the thought of having the same situations like their's To find the one for me without even searching. Imagining that he's in the same room as me thinking the same way. Staring at me from that corner dreaming the future ahead of him with me in it. It is romantically enticing. Not a whim but a long full of persevered prayers. I don't believe in the trials of searches, For it is the destiny that will find two people falling deeply in love at the right time in a state of unimaginative ecstasy. I know he's there but i don't know if he is waiting or not. It doesn't matter anymore because fate works in a very mysterious way. Just feel the magic every moment and one day, believe me, that magic will stay in you.

ALPHABET SERIES /part 18/ The heart goes triple beats per second as the drum rolls with the shouts and cheers of the audiences. You are standing with your special someone on a special platform with flowery skin and elegant  lighting . You are staring into each other’s eyes as if you two are alone inside your self-made fantasy land. The glitter and flicker of the lights seem to imitate the glows that have been burning passionately through your stares. At last, the song of the night solemnly plays with a kind of enthusiasm that only your favorite music will bring to you two. It is like an anthem of love, lost but has the power to linger softly through the air. It can choose. But it can never be dictated. How magical the night is for you! Wearing a princess-like gown with a pair of glass shoes while holding the hands of your one true love. The audiences are whispering, in the fragments of their conversation, they have adored you, they have fantasized being you. But the ...

ALPHABET SERIES /part 17/ The light of the day has casted shadows in my  corner I have never been intrigued by the way it  bounced to every side Until finally this moment happened This moment of greatest pleasure and immeasurable love This moment of intense feeling and infinite  heartbeats I have seen you from that corner Your smile glowed like a fluorescent passionately inundating my once blinded path I have you I know I have you From afar, I have realized that wherever your feet may lead you, the light will absolutely guides you back to where the fragments of my shadow are waiting And with it, I can finally say that eternity bounces back to two hearts that have met from the quantum of divided chances I love you I really love you.  

I have been wondering lately why some people have already reached what they desired for in lives that easy, while others, with long full of prayers, faith and perseverance are getting piled up in between of success and failures. Unfair isn't it? That's what most of the people would think also. And for the longest of time, I have always found myself clinging to that absurdity. Why not? Think about the times you have to auditioned in a drama play carrying your wit and positive aura but after all you've gone through you were rejected because someone with a beautiful face and appeal suddenly appeared out of nowhere. With his "pa-cute" smile and audience impact, he got in instead of you. Or think about the times you have to walked for a long distance just to go to school while your classmate (who happened to be your neighbor) was always ahead of you because he has a car of his own. Think about the time you have your first crush but he doesn't even turn an inch whe...

I'd never got an opportunity to update my blog for months now until this first experience of mine left me under the varying scenes of clouds and land all in one frame. I felt so ecstatic not just because I had conquered my first ever mountain experience regardless of screaming sky and clay of mud but also the change of the setting had improved my system. Imagine from the hustle and bustle of street life to the peaceful and euphoric sounds of crickets one will appreciate that nature is indeed God's way of saying, "Take your break child. Go. Breathe my fresh air and see how paradise was like during Genesis." It had never occurred in my indefatigable mind that I would automatically shuts down my fear and let my feet drag me higher and be on the summit. Despite of decreasing air in my lungs and the aches of my body (especially my feet) I was relieved when I saw butterflies flying enthusiastically around us! And I ha...

Happiness has its special part in everyone's lives. And sometimes when that certain happiness comes our way, the perfect natural bliss leads us to the top of the clouds. But when an external force corrupts the fairy tales in us, depression will automatically shots unexpectedly. I am in the process of creating a story and my theme is about happiness. I asked my friend about her opinion on my subject. She told me it is unique but there is a certain aspect which is missing. Anyway, I will not going to elaborate my story here, I just want to share our conversation on facebook. My friend is a very good critic. She has her own way about everything. But sometimes she finds herself battling thousands. She always on the losing side but I always agree to what she is saying. And that will become our side versus the thousands. And our conversation goes like this: HER May i-su-suggest ako sayo. ME About what? HER 'Bout your story ME Sige, ano 'yun? HER N...