Kudos Penos

    ALPHABET SERIES /part 4/  " Siguro nga sasalungat ang ulan kapag sinabi kong katulad ito ng mga luhang nakita ko."     Sa tuwing lalabas ako ng bahay, sinasaisip ko palagi ang mga magagandang posibilidad na mangyayari sa isang araw, THINKING OF POSITIVE THINGS ika nga. At ngayon ngang araw na ito, nandito muli ako sa harap ng bahay namin, syempre balik sa dating gawi...     Inhale.     Exhale.     Kalimutan ang kalungkutan.     Isuot ang ngiti.       Sabay salpak ng dumadagundong na musika sa aking tenga. Sakto, tinutugtog sa mp3 player ko ang positive vibration ng paborito kong reggae band na Tropical Depression. Ayos, magiging maganda ang araw ko.     Pagkababa ko ng pedicab , ngiti agad ang ibinayad ko kay Manong Drayber sabay lakad papunta sa sakayan ng dyip. Ang daming pasahero . Rush hour kasi ng umagang 'yon pero nakakita pa ri...

  ALPHABET SERIES /part 3/   Joyful tears cascaded down my cheek,     as the striking piece of memory pops like a gee.     The calendar was still ringing with mental traces,     while the history of my timeline presents. In this 6-cycle carousel, where laughter are dancing with the wind, where colts are running with a hard tail  of course hair, where old folks are turning like 7-year old kids. "  I tell you the past is a bucket of ashes." Carl Sandburg declared. " The future is purchased by the present." Samuel Johnson said. " When all else is lost, the future still remains." Christian Nestell Bovee cited. But for me, all would have treasured in the end.     Singing the lullaby of the ended days,     Pursuing to locked in the invented brains.     It maybe a child's game,     but happiness are all the same. ...

ALPHABET SERIES /part 2/ "It's really hard to find your own happiness when it is a choice they are forcing  you to have."      I strongly believe that everything happens for a reason. But what valid reasons do I have right now? Why should I sacrifice a lifetime of happiness just to experience and learn the awful truth of these words?     "I love you." You had said with extreme love in your shimmering brown eyes.     "I love you too." I had responded with the same intensity as yours.     We were there, inside that sacred temple of God where we had made that one sacred promise. The promise of FOREVER. Indeed, promises are meant to be broken. You gave up on me! Gave up everything that we've shared together. Memories we have treasured and words we have said. Now, all of these are just fragments of my broken past.     And now...     I am here...

  ALPHABET SERIES /part 1/     "I have all the adjustments, he has the happiness."     Maybe, if there is one thing that I could say to make you contented, these  are  the words, "it's okay, go ahead. Have fun." Of course, that means, h aving fun with friends, and not with me.     Right now, there's no room for m artyrs anymore  and definitely being one of them proves that, on the contrary, I had been escaped from the curse. I have to exist for him. I don't want to feel the bitterness of rejection so that I have been acting what he tries to say all the time like a puppet. By that, there hadn't been any fool heartaches. None, as of now.     Every time he wishes to be alone or to have little time with his buddies, I'd just say, "It's okay, go ahead. Have fun." At the end of the day, there hadn't been any form of heated arguments. That was good in our 2-year relationship. I ha...