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ALPHABET SERIES /part 14/ I have to complete my illusion. As the clock ticks, I am waiting for my fragile heart to ignore the feeling of being so left out. I have to focus on what matters most in my life right now. and that is... me. my emotions. my feelings. In the past years of my boring life, I have to center on the things dictated by charlatans. Giving them the satisfactions which they do not deserve at all. How about my enjoyment?  Is there anything that I can do for myself? besides following orders... what else? I have to complete my illusion. Sometimes, being there all the time and watching every sad scenes that are always going on, make me sick. People do not deserve to know everything. We have to take a break. Breath. Close your eyes and do not watch the embracing crimes of the world. You have to do it. Alone. I have to complete my illusion. I have to make another door. Door to the world of happiness. And not let anyone come in. For me, being alo...

IN the midst of struggle between survival and hope, we came to think about the euphoric past that was left behind. For me? It was lost. IN this forgotten corner of the war ground, where rosary and prayers were the only weapon we had, came a very destructive point of our existence. SACRIFICES were all begun last August 07, 2012 where Laguna Lake had expanded and eaten this forgotten corner that we live in. For me? It was lost. AS my naked feet touched the cold and unforgiving flood, I knew that I had to stained my own feet with tears from grieving people. Whenever these happened, I saw the faces covering with confusions and questions like, "Why should always be us?", "Was this a coincidental effect of nature?", "Or was this a reciprocal form of damaging God's greatest gift?". Well, for me? It was lost. I had to reconsidered my thought that God was unfair. He'd done things like our sufferings just to proved that He was the bo...

ALPHABET SERIES /part 13/ When I say you are forever, will you end? And if you will, can you forget all the memories which once filled your life? I Love You. If these three words can reach your heaven, I probably would pull all the angels to sing it for you. Although angels are not enough to describe how many wings you've broken just to fly above the clouds. They do not know how many times you've stumble just to cross the unforgiving path of life's chances. But they do know one thing... That is... You are already part of heaven's cycle. I know this is real love I felt about you. Everyday I just see your face on my ceiling, half-smile with your beautiful face. How I wish when I wake up every morning, it is not your picture I will see, but the whole real portrait of your being. Once again... I Love You. I really do.  While not every mom has a perfect rapport with her young female child, the bond is there nonet...

ALPHABET SERIES /part 12/ The ability to speak is a short-cut to distinction. It puts a man in the limelight, raises him head and shoulders above the crowd. And the man who can speak acceptably is usually given credit for an ability out of all proportion to what he really possesses. Dale Carnegie claims that any man can talk when he gets mad. He says that if you hit the most ignorant man in town on the jaw and knock him down, he will get on his feet and talk with an eloquence, heat, and emphasis that would have rivaled William Jennings Bryan in his palmiest days. He claims that almost any man can speak acceptably in public if he has self-confidence and an idea that is boiling and stewing within him. The way to develop self-confidence, he says, is to do the thing you fear to do and get a record of successful experiences behind you. -- from the book How to Win Friends and Influence People by Dale Carnegie <A short-cut to Distinction by Lowell Thomas> ...

ALPHABET SERIES /part 11/ There are situations that can never be replace with just simple hello and  bitter goodbyes. Sometimes, you have to complicate matters and talk about the things that are bothering you. Cry. That's okay. Laugh about it. Fine. Senseless action? Well, just hug me. And do not push me away. I'll go by myself. Remember that.