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ALPHABET SERIES /part 14/ I have to complete my illusion. As the clock ticks, I am waiting for my fragile heart to ignore the feeling of being so left out. I have to focus on what matters most in my life right now. and that is... me. my emotions. my feelings. In the past years of my boring life, I have to center on the things dictated by charlatans. Giving them the satisfactions which they do not deserve at all. How about my enjoyment?  Is there anything that I can do for myself? besides following orders... what else? I have to complete my illusion. Sometimes, being there all the time and watching every sad scenes that are always going on, make me sick. People do not deserve to know everything. We have to take a break. Breath. Close your eyes and do not watch the embracing crimes of the world. You have to do it. Alone. I have to complete my illusion. I have to make another door. Door to the world of happiness. And not let anyone come in. For me, being alo...

IN the midst of struggle between survival and hope, we came to think about the euphoric past that was left behind. For me? It was lost. IN this forgotten corner of the war ground, where rosary and prayers were the only weapon we had, came a very destructive point of our existence. SACRIFICES were all begun last August 07, 2012 where Laguna Lake had expanded and eaten this forgotten corner that we live in. For me? It was lost. AS my naked feet touched the cold and unforgiving flood, I knew that I had to stained my own feet with tears from grieving people. Whenever these happened, I saw the faces covering with confusions and questions like, "Why should always be us?", "Was this a coincidental effect of nature?", "Or was this a reciprocal form of damaging God's greatest gift?". Well, for me? It was lost. I had to reconsidered my thought that God was unfair. He'd done things like our sufferings just to proved that He was the bo...